I havent been able to write here for a bit
because my holiday did go wrong but not the catastrophe i expected
my youngest son ended up in high security psych ward
he is only now been allowed home.My mind is up and down about the whole
thing.Him missing his long looking forward to holiday...his setback
Ive even bought a copy of 'a beautiful mind' to watch again.
Guilt over going to Thailand instead and enjoying myself.
I had several once in a lifetime experiences in Chiang Rai Thailand
slipping down the muddy hillsides in Mae Salong is one and seeing the blue
pigs there.And meeting some incredible people there who begged me to come back.
Seeing my daughter teaching high school english too i feel so happy she is
my daughter....and its hard for me to feel about females..(hard to explain..except
at 4 years old i told my mother i hated her and she slapped my face for it)
anyway raved on a bit so i better finish for now before i get carried away again.
Love and hugs to the caring people here at psychcentral...jjulia.