i've been ok, i guess. i am taking a different antidepressant which has completely changed my outlook...i'm me again! well, most of the time. lol i now take wellbutrin xl-450 mg. i did start si again for a while but thats over now. i just thought it was weird she said it in front of me 2...i mean depressive disorder? i guess thats what they call it when u've been down for 2 yrs, lol ttyl thanks guys!