At this point, I would sell all I have to be better! Maybe not literally, but I would love to be more stable, not feel like I am barely holding on from day to day. Some days are better, and I am thankful for that, but I know it doesn't mean in the larger picture that that good day means I am well and can leave therapy. I will be in therapy a long time, because my issues have been with me a long time; if one area gets better, there are still many other areas to work on. A part can be healed, and the whole still be in need.....
But as I say, I would love to simply be stable right now so we could be doing the deep work with the issues and old wounds I have; I would love to be getting better instead of just holding on by the end of my rope!