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Originally Posted by we13
Oh? I have been on this boat 40 +years and I accept that since this is my primary coping mechanism it will come up again and again. There have been periods of peace and tranquility where everyone worked together. And in times of extreme stress it is the loss of time, the infighting, and new stuff surfaces and we paste it all back together! Unless you are a dual it is rare to always stay what the the "normals" call cured...The pain doesnt go away you learn to manage it. So we will be DID in this world and maybe into the next.
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Hey We,
Yes,it is possable to work through D.I.D. I had way to much pain. I heard way to many voices. Now, it's one voice and just PTSD. And things are getting accomplished.
I did'nt understand why.
When I first started the road to healing, I heard thity-three different voices. That means thirty -three traumas throughout my life, begining at the age of four, and seven more traumas, between the ages of four,five,six, with s/a and witnessing death.
From this point on, my life was laid out. The only thing I ever knew how to do, was adapt. I never learned how to live, just adapt.
Truthfully? D.I.D., litterary saved my life on quite a few occassions.
....and workin' through D.I.D.....was the scariest thing I have ever done in my life....I've danced the tango with death...but to look at myself and face D.I.D. head on.....took courage
It can be done....if I wanted....and I wanted.....
................sparrow................