I am so sorry that your life has taken an unfortunate turn. I can relate quite well, though.

I was abused growing up, and after the abuse stopped and my life got straightened out, I became a social butterfly. Well, years later I was abused again and now I am practically a shell. But I'm slowly trying to pick up the pieces.

I'd suggest that you should see someone to talk to...probably a counselor and a psychiatrist. Try taking medications, also. Not every medication will affect you the way the Zoloft did. I know I've had to try over 10 medications in the last 15 years or so. Some meds will work for awhile and then you'll need to look for something else sometimes...but keep looking.

Have you thought of a tutor? Even though you are having trouble emotionally, it may not hurt to have someone there helping you out scholastically. At least try it until your grades start to improve some.

Hang in there.