I don't know if telling my T everything is helping me or not. So now she has experienced my pattern for herself. So what? I feel the same about her that I felt about my other Ts, though maybe it's even stronger with her. I laid it all out--my behavior, feelings, thoughts about her. She knows some of my behavior is intrusive and borders on stalking. She knows I have fantasies about her, and sometimes sex gets mixed in with my feelings about her.

SO WHAT GOOD IS HER KNOWING ALL OF THAT? It doesn't change anything!!!