(((rainbow))) maybe it just doesn't change anything.... yet.

Is everything the same as when you began seeing this T?
Maybe you have found more acceptance, like you wished for before?
Could you be trying out that acceptance?
Do you notice if it feels different with this T with fewer boundaries than your previous T?
Has your frustration tolerance and/or anxiety improved?
Have you and T discussed your question?

Just throwing things out there that come to mind.

I just want to say what my T told me early on, that sometimes you just have to "Trust the process".