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Originally Posted by turquoisesea
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I'm sorry this relationship is so hard on you right now. When does school end for you, are you doing anything over the summer? I'm wondering because if it's close to finals now might be the time to focus on school and talk to him directly after.
At least for now, why not text him with more information, or have a talk with him about how you're depressed and would appreciate some more texts from his end if possible. Explain it brightens up your day, maybe he'll help you out there.
also, remember that texting at least for me... well. Lets put it this way sometimes I put my phone somewhere and don't hear it ring, sometimes I put it off to later and it doesn't mean I don't like the person it's just me with phones. I don't know what HE'S like that way but maybe he has a different idea of how to use phones and stuff?
*hugs*
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School ended for us in the beginning of May. I've been trying to talk with him about it since then, but I can't get up the nerve. I decided I was going to ask today. I called him, but couldn't get the words out of my mouth. I tried so hard, but it wouldn't work. He invited me over his house to eat and I went. We went for a walk and everything after dinner, but I could not say anything. We talked about everything else, but I couldn't bring it up. I feel so stupid and am so angry at myself. Why do I giv myself so much anxiety. I just can't ask him. I'm so frustrated. I might have to do it by text, but I don't want to do it that way. But I can't say it.
Edit: I just texted him now. I feel bad because he is at work. But I can't wait any longer.