I'm mad, I'm hurt, I'm frusterated,, My bf doesn't understand how I feel, he doesnt' understand the anxiety the panic, how can I make him understand? ]

He tells me to snap out of it, to grow up. If it were only that eas!!! He told me that he hopes I go crazy so that I can get locked up. This isn't the first time either!!!! Happy valentines day to me !!
I wish I didn't feel sick all the time, I wish I felt happy, but most of all I wish he'd understand , or at least try................

Sorry just needed to vent