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Jun 03, 2011, 07:43 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Hell
Posts: 5,109
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Originally Posted by finonaey
rach, your grandmother lives on in you and in your heart. i dont know if the pain of loosing someone ever goes away but it does become easier to deal with. Just remember the good times you had with her and it will remind you how much you loved her and she loved you.  |
Thank you Fran for your comment....its what i have been doing but i still feel the guilt...and miss her more than anything in the world...i feel alone even tho there could be loads of people around me....there just isnt anyone like her...at parties loads of people always wanted me (i was cute has a baby....so i am told) and so they would all shout me (i have a video of this) when my grandma shouted me i went to her and no one else even tho i had loads of people wanting me go to them.i think of her everyday...but i still feel there was more i could do
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