Just a head's up to you guys, who are like my support network.
Kind of decided with my T that therapy has done as much as it can for me and that I'm pretty stable. Going to have a 3 week break until my next session, and then probably another 3 weeks, and then that will be it.
She's probably going to give up her consulting rooms, or if she stays on, it will probably be a set day of the week.

Sure, I understand I'm pretty stable, but with the stresses in the last few weeks, it's felt like the wheels are getting a little loose (What can I expect?). She's there between the 3 weeks, but I asked her what would happen beyond that. If I'm ok for a few months, and then I need to come back. She said I'd probably end up phoning someone else. Hello - a different T??? While I understand it's not meant to be a forever relationship, I am very anxious. Over the past few weeks I have already been pulling away so as not to hurt.

So, I have that hanging over my head. I have an internal job application I'm holding thumbs for. I have a manager and colleague who I HATE, and they just make me feel terrible about myself. Right now I have one sick horse, but he'll be OK. Once month to go for exam results. If I pass this module, I'm hoping I can move my credits and finally get my bachelor degree....
And I guess I'm just going through a phase where I feel lonely again. What's up with that?!? Am I alone? It's terrible! I know my boyfriend loves me, and I have a few friends that care and will listen, but it doesn't help me to actually feel that.

So, just a note to you that I just need a little bit of help through the next while...please... any correspondence or comments will be much appreciated.

Love you guys