Understood. Agree. It's tough to face any disabling issue... and for some it's a problem getting/asking for help. Also, trying to ignore the problem is a form of denial/protection.

Do your best... you can rant here and we won't gossip to someone in your real life... but we here at PC will try and nudge you to seek the help you need...and really want maybe?

Welcome to PC (((milly)))