i have bulimia (non-purging type). whenever i get thin and start to feel confident enough to go out, meet new people, have sex... my mania is triggered. it will last for a few months, then i'll just crash and get depressed - eat alot - then eat normally. i'll start to feel trapped, and then begin the food restriction/anorexic eating/rigorous exercise in order to loose weight so i could be "happy" (a.k.a manic) all over again.

i should probably stop this. try to eat healthy and exercise so i can maintain my weight... um ya. will do eventually