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Jun 03, 2011, 09:50 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
Posts: 35,474
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PTSD is going to be the death of me 
I cannot seem to outrun or outsmart it.... I'm fine, just fine and beginning to function, and then xxxxx (I won't say what specifically causes reactions, as some may use it against me) and I'm right back as though I never had any therapy, never had any progress, never had any healing done at all. 
A stupid, simple? shelter collapsed on me, authorities did nothing to help me, attorneys continue to confront me...and I do okay until.... and I wish I had died when I could have in that accident. PTSD IS NO WAY TO LIVE!
I have great faith in God... but with PTSD there is such a disconnect when the PTSD is in control.
Is there no safe place, anywhere?
Flight or fight? One or the other, there's no being human any more.
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