he's wanting me to help advise him of a big career step but I'm reluctant as, like I've said.... he won't pay much notice if it's not on the track that he is thinking on....... so I've not been so engaged lately..... and he's pressuring me to once again -- step up to the plate.... but.... I don't feel so inclined to do so anymore.....
does that seem selfish of me?
I'm just so so tired of so much......(this is just a fraction of things we're dealing with.... ugh...)