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JD,
First, take a deep breath. Yes your right, me too. But JD, even though it has been tuff, I know it has and you have a lot to work around and I do too and many of us do.
But, you are a wonderful person and in a way we are both in a legal issue and wow, can it be unbelieveable, yes we know that. And it can also be very cruel and abusive, we know that too. And the truth is it has no feelings and (it doesn't know or doesn't care to know)
Yes PTSD is a very difficult disorder, or whatever you want to call it, it is hard and it can take our will away and make us very weak and tired. But we do seem to get through it don't we.
I have seen you be very strong, your very intelligent and no, it isn't fair for you to have to deal with it. All of the people here feel that way too. And we all have to pray and try and no, it isnt easy.
But I still say that you have helped me and others and that is what we all try to do for each other. At least we have that, someone who does care and who cares to care.
Your here for a reason JD and everything you believe is a reminder of that. You may never know exactly why but you survived for a reason. Some of your posts have helped me alot JD, you have no idea. And I respect your trying every time I see you post. And if others don't like it well, tell them that you have PTSD and you are trying and in my opinion, you are doing a really good job.
Yes, we do fall back sometimes, and I took a tumble the past week and I know exactly what you are saying, why cant it just go away.
Well, when you get better we can work on that, because to tell you the truth, the answer is going to come from us. Not from a person who doesn't know what it is really like.
I have faith in you that you will get back together again. Tomarrow you will get stronger again and youll get back there. It is a part of PTSD yes. But the more you fight and work on the way you percieve it the better you will get. ME TOO
Open Eyes
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