Thanks everyone!
And i didn't think of that Shezbut... That very well could be what she's thinking..

And It's okay Black sheep, I know what you mean..
:\ I'm so confused right now.. I dont think i could tell her.. for fear of everything.. even down to fearing that she wont find it a problem..
And he DOES turn things around all the time when the blame is his, and his alone.. so... I wouldn't doubt him putting the blame on me.. even tho i'm the one doing the advoiding while hes the one constantly pursueing... just like today he's been calling me all day.. and even filled my voicemail up where i had to go erase it all.. and soon to need to be erased again... and it's like 3:12am here and he's still calling.

Sorry if this is so confusing, i'm just really distant right now, and having hard time being present.