I've had 16 psychiatrists in the last ten years and have been on ALL the medications for bp. I have to imagine that I have also been on practically every combination of meds. I have been trying to kick the drugs, booze, gambling, and anything else I shouldn't be doing, but am having a tough time doing it.

I totally agree with what you are saying and will talk to the doc again, but he knows I am in awful shape already. I can't imagine what can be done at this point. If I had health insurance right now I would absolutely give ECT a try. Other than that, I have no clue what can help.

Thanks for the ideas.