Do you think a man is worth going to prison for? I understand in a way you are getting something from him, but again is it worth it? I got my clothes and packed stuff in my bathroom, loaded up my grandbaby and left with no place to live and little to no money. I found a place, but don`t have any friends, lack things I can live without,. but hard to, and I am surviving. As the days go by it gets easier, I promise! Living by yourself like you are is actually an ability you don`t realize you have. Some people may not have made it as long as you have. Hold your head up high, ask yourself how long did you live without this person or that person before you eve r met them. Can you breath without them? Can you take care of yourself without them? Yes, you can. It doesn`t matter how much you want them or how much you think they don`t want you, you only need yourself. I`ve had miserable times like you are having. Can`t listen to music, read a book, fix up and go anywhere. I sat at home and grieved over my losses. I`m not as down as I have been in the past simply because I can and I will take care of myself. I lost most of my friends through rumors and gossip I wish it had been them moving on from school. I`m here to listen if you want a friend to talk to, don`t sit alone and dwell on it.