Thanks, madisgram. The disappointments got annoying and I know I can survive by myself, that`s why I left. It hurts to know how many friends and family members believe all they hear and never attempt to find out the truth. I got an email from the egg donor of my exsistence, begging me to come spend the night with her. She`s the helpless victim now. I`ve heard it a million times. Broken records are very irritating!!