Hi John.
For a long time I had a VERY bad problem with lying I had an entire fake life for about four or five years. I made people up, a fake job, fake bad things happening to me for attention, fake profiles online with other people's pictures, ect. One day it was finally too much for me and I just told everyone "literally everything I've ever told you before Tuesday was a lie," and I went from there. I lost friends, NO ONE trusted me for a long time but it was worth it. Best thing I ever did.
I also have problems keeping jobs. I think the longest I have ever had a job is four months. I either quit for stupid reasons or get fired for attendance. I have not worked in years and if I'm honest with myself I am too scared to go back.
When I was younger I had legal problems, stealing and what not.
What I'm trying to say is that I think we have a lot in common and if you'd like someone to talk to I'm here.
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