((((Granite)))) Well, the email I sent saying that I had an issue with alchohol was on Sat last week. I know it was holiday and he was out of town, but my session was Thursday. I would have thought he would have taken the time to read the email at least before we met. But it was not important enough. I get that (finally).

I don't know, just hearing him say "Good thing you pointed that out to me, you could have slipped that right by me." I don't know. Maybe it was just that this issue has been one I fought with since I was 11 yrs old ... I don't know.

He told me my homework was to think about how alchohol was a problem for me.
Somehow ... I don't know. It is like he didn't hear what I needed most for him to hear. That he can't see me. And that I am just not worth his time to see. That is how I feel honestly.