Hey Wepow,

You definately don't need to apologise for feeling you aren't supporting others because you do that all the time and it's good to take time out for yourself, its the healthy thing to do

I hear your anger, your pain, your feelings of unworthiness from your T not having taken the time to read the email you sent which for you was such a huge deal as you opened up about something so peronal and so difficult for you. I bet if he knew right now how much that email meant and how hurt you are feeling he would understand what he had done wrong and be sorry for your pain. I don't think he would have intentionally meant to upset you or make you feel you weren't important but I understand that you feel like he doesn't care and that you wish at this moment in time that you hadn't trusted him in the first place because you feel so hurt.

I think if you could find the strength in yourself to talk to him and tell him how all this has affected you that it would help you and perhaps give him a chance to understand where he has went wrong too

(((((huge hugs)))))