Well prettylittleblue,
You don't have much about you on your about me page so other than depression I don't know what else you are dealing with or even how old you are.

Sometimes people have that behavior because they dont feel any kind of control over their enviornment. Some people do that because they have a hidden anger or have been made fun of themselves and so they want to take it out on others. Or maybe they don't have a good friend so they are angry and take it out on others.

You have to think about it and really ask yourself why YOU think you do it. Is it for attention, sometimes people would rather raise trouble for attention as some attention is better than no attention. It can be a test of self esteem.

Do you have a therapist that you can ask?

Just some of my thoughts of what I have seen, but I dont really know much about you.

Open Eyes