hey black sheep dont feel alone i found out i have did a few years ago . since then i have learned a lot. but still a lot to learn. i have 7 alters and myself. boys and girls. i am also a servivor of childhood rape and molestation. I also have PTSD and depression. i have found a great therapist he is very helpful i hope you have the same. if there is anything i can help you with just ask.