Still haven't had any contact with him... it really kinda makes me sad that he hasn't asked about how my mom did with surgery, or checked in with her.

I am waiting now for him to make the first move, and I hope that tomorrow at church I am able to stay strong and not cave in... I have tried so hard, and I have tried to "be the better person", but I need him to start being active, not just re-active with me...... DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE?