hi ann

well, I know what you mean. the other day one of us misplaced a bunch of medication the doctor gave us, and the whole darn Rainbow crew was up in arms for the next day. Theres still a little bit of bickering going on and Baby keeps erupting in tears every so often from the crazines.

I know its tough. Its good that you are here though, and I think its a safe place. I wont try to tell you that it is a safe place directly because that is something that ultimately has to be decided by you and what is best for you. what I can tell you is that this place has become my saving grace at times, especially when I am scared, I "run" to this room, and lock the proverbian door. I grab a teddy and just stay in here posting and reading until things feel level again! So for me, it is definetly safe. And it is the one place where I can be whoever is present, and noone laughs at me or picks on me. I sitll feel just as valued if Baby comes out or if I'm around!