This weekend we were supposed to hang out with our boyfriend and his best friend, and tonight after doing therapy work, being sick with bad cold, having to leave D. Office because I was so sick, coming home to messy house and getting a terrible shift for work for the next two weeks, boyfriend says this:

i just mentioned to lauren that you wanted to come over saturday night, and she (in the nicest way possible) said that she'd rather you not.

and I was talking to him on msn and he went and told her how i felt and now we are all scared and triggery and i dont know who to trust and im crying and eveything is too fast