(((all))) Thank you much for all the wisdom and insights. I very deeply appriciate them. The thing is that he is an addictions expert. Specificially a sex addiction expert. I have brought up some issues on that but he also acted strangely around them. It is almost like he enjoyed the "break" with me from his "normal" clients because I had DID and PTSD issues with the addiction stuff being in the far background.

I am more at peace today. I just figured I would deal with that stuff on my own as I have most of my life anyway. Will see how Monday session goes when it is there. Odd thing is that now I am glad we will have some time away when I go to Florida this month. Next month he is gone for a few weeks on a hiking trip with his son. I thought that would be hard on me, but now I think I will like him being away from me.