Well tomorrow's monday, at the moment I don't feel anxious but I know I will tomorrow. I think because of the two week break from T I have had time to forget how nice it is to be close to her so I think tomorrow after the session I am going to be in an awful state again. I hope not, I hope I can be strong but I also know how my feelings get triggered and I am pretty sure I will be upset at least after the session.At this point I don't even know if tomorrow may be the last session. I think I am blocking out the reality of my own situation right now.

All pocket riders welcome! xxxx