(((iamspecial))) - I will most certainly pray for your friend Beth. I'm also very worried for you and I know from reading your posts, that you're a deep, caring person who was very affected by the recent death here of one of our valued members. Now it seems you're worried about Beth too. Did she post a suicidal post or PM you?

I'll be honest and say, this isn't a fair position for anyone to put upon another....to make you worry like this. When I'm in a situation like this, all we can do is hand it over to God and then take care of ourselves....meaning you. We only have so much control over what others choose to do. Please take care of yourself and let God take care of the rest. I'm telling you this so you can take the burden off of you.You can also PM me if you like.