I had a talk with the friend. I understand much better now that it wasnt cause of me but because shes having a hard time too right now.. That makes me feel a bit better. Had a cry, laid around feeling sick as hell for a while.. and my roomate camehome and sort of knew and just started talking to me about different stuff and it sort of brought me back,
I still feel real little but much more stable than i did a while ago. My cats snuggling me too, which helps. he always loves me if all else fails i just have to remind myself that even if noone else loved or needed me , Milo certainly does. To the point where its annoying sometimes in a cute way
Thanks everyone (((((everyone))))0
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