She is lucky to have you who loves her unconditionally .. My mom is bipolar and sometimes i hate her for what she is .. despite being a student of psychology, despite knowing that its her condition, its not her fault .. i hate her even more, when she is being too selfish with me .. Its frustrating, depressing to live with someone having bipolar .. I feel sympathy for her sometimes, and sometimes i blame her for all the miseries, for all the problems, i am facing in my life ..

After reading your posts, i am hating myself even more .. what a useless self centered person i am .. but frankly speaking, i am fed up of it .. She is no more in that out-of-control of her depressive episodes, but she is least concerned with her life, with us .. Its just that she is breathing with no feelings .. & everyone among my siblings are busy settling their lives .. no one seems to care for her or maybe they have done enough.. and its me alone .. its depressing ..

I will be thankful if you share some good tips with me ..