I know this issue has been bothering you for a long time, so I am very happy to hear that you are starting to talk about it. I think your T knows that you need more more frequent sessions in order to keep the momentum going, and that 90 minutes is best for you. I LOVE 90 minute sessions!

Your session sounds very different from most that you describe, and I think that's why your T decided to take the lead and be more directive. He's an excellent T!! I know you'll be able to get it all out when you're ready. Slow is good too. You know, the tortoise and the hare story?!