Thanks. Flip, just reading this now makes me tearful...

I guess my T thinks it's time to end therapy because I'm pretty stable. And I don't want to get too attached, as I noticed a few weeks ago, and purposely pulled away. Plus, she's looking to give up the lease on her rooms, which will severly limit her availability, espec as she's down to only a few patients right now (she works mainly at a government hospital, and only has a very limited personal practice)
So, I should be ok on my own.

I do see my horse a bit more frequently, and my bf and I do live together, so we spend most of our free time together.

I don't really want to go back to my T sessions, because it's going to be a bit painful to leave.

Going to hand in my internal job application today. Think the email didn't go through. Feel very anxious today- so it's either a mixed episode or finally some depression coming back - YAY!!