@ deadmau5: I have a male friend very close to me who also has a lot of sociopathic qualities, as do I, & we have a very close relationship. Even though we may operate very differently than most, it can be relieving to have someone you can talk to about your thoughts & habits. It is a great confidence boost! Though I can't say I understand how him offering to give you a place to stay in your time of need would mean you are alone... It seems you still yearn for companionship & you would have extended your hand if he were in that position, at least a little bit, am I right? And one can be asexual & still have this disorder. Some people simply don't have sexual urges while sexuality can be seen as counterproductive to others in terms of stds & pregnancy.

@ painttheroses: "I have to ask though, what are the reasons that brought you here to PC and inspired you to write such an illuminating and, quite frankly, disturbing post about yourself? Are you looking for a way to fill this void...this loneliness left by the friend you thought was exactly like you? Or were you just curious about the reaction you might garner?" I wonder the same thing, personally. In order to admit to one's wrongs implies either being proud of them or feeling the need to cleanse themselves of their misdeeds, which usually implies regret of some sort.