the funny thing is i know kind of when things arent as they seem.god knows iv'e had to deal with this before the problem is i was tought to check it out when in doubt but i am not believing what i am seeing and hearing it is kind of strange.my head is saying one thing and my feelings and sences are saying something totally differnt and stronger.i cant seem to chalenge what i am seeing and feeling enought and i dont know why.i know this may not make sence and maybe T can tell me to do something else.if i can bring it up