I've been mildly depressed since i lost my job 3 m0nths ago,n0thing major. Just couldn't get out of bed,avoiding company, basically existing no living ( unless out with bf)... Then yesterday I'm upset out of n0where bcoz bf is w0rking when he should be making time for me! Thoughts racing,flitting by, 0ne by 0ne or obsessively repeating,looping in my head. C0nstant Loud ringing in my ears,that gets louder when it's quiet, crying wanting to SI, feel so pathetic 4 being so needy,self-loathing,wanna break up with bf, Idk idk idk. Whats wr0ng with me,d0n't my meds w0rk anym0re?