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Old Feb 16, 2006, 08:12 AM
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Hi,
I go thru these loops of sort, where I feel okay for a few hours, or a day, then the anxiety sets in, and then I get the really super low, like the bottom has fallen out of my world, and that nobody cares, and just like I am soooo alone. The Little Ones are so hurt by this cycle, and become in danger because there are others inside who will know this and attack. Does anyone have these crash and burn loops. The Internals get so worked up the ending is always the same. Just need to know if anyone goes thru these, it's like getting little glimpses of Hell and it hurts so much, and I want to just curl up into a ball, and I can't talk because it hurts so much.
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