I could not do therapy without email. I had gotten to a point in therapy where I could not go on. There was something missing. I took a chance and emailed her one week. This took our communication to an entire different level. I have said this many times. I don't think she would be this open with email if she were not a private practice (part time) with a limited amount of clients.

If she ever ended our email, I would not be able to continue. I think she knows that. We had that rupture because of the whole email misunderstanding. I told her that it seemed most therapists prefered voicemail and call backs. She said that her preferance was email and she okay with us continuing this way.

I am actually the only client she has that emails. She has offered it to others, but none of them like to write like I do. I am kinda glad they don't! I would feel that I was in competition if she had others doing this.

This is selfish. I know it is. But I am taking all I can get right now.