<font color="purple">I can relate to both.... I can step outside myself and see myself as if I was twin or someting. I also have had many episodes of telepathic communiction and visions. I have only shared this with a few people as it is a difficult one for most to comprehend. I also struggle with the why's and what the source is but so far it has not been a negative thing for me. I'd rather not get into too much detail, but I wanted you to know that you are not alone. I do not think you are stupid or worthless either. I am so sorry that your parents treat you the way they do, because I feel that you have a great spirit and soul. Take care of yourself.. </font>