it's a long and hard daily struggle, zh. i feel this one for sure. it does feel fatalistic to stray from that hard daily struggle...which makes it harder.

it must be extraordinarily hard for you right now not being able to set aside time for inside. i hope that resolves soon. is there a way that you can set up a safe time a t's office? i think that's very necessary somehow.

i wish you well at finding a new place, one where you can you everything you need to do for selves.

kd