Ok, this is hard to talk about... I am 22 years old, engaged, a proud mother of a 7 month old daughter and have severe personality issues (not going in to details atm). I almost died twice during my pregnancy and again when i had my daughter. I was in labor for a full 24 hours. Her cord broke and everything had to be manually removed after they cleaned her up. She stayed several weeks in a lvl 2 mursery because she could not survive without the machines. I was told by doctors that i was not under any circumstances to become pregnant for at least one year or i would die in the process. I do have a very weak immune system and have been very ill as of late. for almost 3 months actually. now i find out that antibiotics cancel out birth control and i am pregnant. i am scheduled to go out of state tomorrow to get an abortion. I do not want to lose my daughter if i was to die, and i can not afford another child at the moment, but as my step-father gave me the money (which he already owed me anyways!) he and my mother proceeded to talk down on me and call me a murderer. If i dont i will die. Just really need re-assurance that i am doing the right thing.. I dont want my daughter to grow up without a mommy.