I guess I should warn everyone, I'm extremely liberal and pro-choice.

That being said, I realize that having an abortion can be extremely traumatic, and I don't believe it is a decision that should be made carelessly or lightly. I personally don't know of any other alternatives in your situation. Have you talked to a doctor about this situation at all? Have you talked with your fiance? What does he think about the situation?

I don't think you should beat yourself up over this. It was a simple mistake that many people make when it comes to antibiotics and birth control. From what I know of your situation, I believe (and again, this is just my opinion) that you are making the right choice for you and your family. If you haven't already, I would still try to speak with a doctor before doing anything. Also, if you don't have one, I would strongly recommend a therapist because either way, this is going to be extremely hard for you.

Good luck! Try to take care of YOU!