I'm sorry you are going through this. Nobody ever told me about the interaction between antibiotics and bc until I talked to a woman who had gotten pregnant because of that. They still don't tell me when I pick up meds but NOW I know. You are just unlucky in the fact that it did happen to you. I understand you being terrified to go through this all over again and I'm worried of the possibility of postpartum depression if you were to go through with this birth.

I understand the money situation and that is a legitimate concern. How does your fiancee feel about the whole thing? Sounds like your step-dad only gave you the money to be able to hold it over your head. It's terrible to have family make you feel even worse than you already do. I would say get a 2nd opinion but, with your account of your experiences, I wouldn't feel safe being pregnant either and don't think you will find a doc that will tell you to go for it. Not to mention, hospitalization for these things is very expensive and only adds more stress on to you and your family.

It's your body and you know it better than anyone else. If you do not feel okay being pregnant, then you know what to do. I hope you can get some support from friends or family because you shouldn't have to go through this alone.