Sometimes, when we have been hurt the way we have we develop a sixth sense and learn to see a lot more then the average person. We learn to read between the lines quite well. As for telepathy and you illness? I don't know. Could be a gift you have received. What I do want you to know is that your parents are wrong and you are loved and your life has value. We can be so cruel to eachother. I am sorry they treat you as such.