Thank you, iamanne
It was another very draining session - much more so than the last. I have a 90 minute interview going over all sorts of things - a really comprehensiev set of questions. Feeling very very drained and very much wanting to be little.
The thing that has rocked me is realising how depressed I still am. I mean, I'm not normally this vulnerable. But there I was, crying at answering some questions.
I have another appointment next week. At least I don't have to wait too long. Now I'm worrying aobut the logistics of it, however - getting back from work (a 30 minute journey to home then another 15 minutes) in time. Going to ahve to ask to leave early, and then have to sort out about the children too (they go to school where I work). Needs some thought, and now may not be the best time for thought.