Hi Mixedup_emotions (((((()))))

I read your other post and I want you to know that you are a very strong person indeed and that you have nothing to feel bad about at all in what happened. No matter what the situation or circumstances, no one has a right to force themselves onto another person in any way and the word No, is all the self protection you should need and even without saying it, the person who is being pushy should not just go ahead without checking the other person is ok.
I can understand why you felt it hard to communicate with your T at the session. I think your mind was shutting down a bit as a form of self protection from the shock of it and the reminder to past traumas.

I am glad a disruption did present itself and that the situation didn't escalate further but it's not your fault that this person has no respect for others. You say you chose to ignore the signs but I don't believe that, I think you seen the signs but you wanted to believe that you were in a safe environment and possibly felt you were because you should have been.

I know it's hard to see it but perhaps this incident can be an unfortunately scarey learning tool that you can use to put some safety plans in place in some way? I know it would have been better for this not to happen because it must have been very scarey but we can work on this and turn it around for you when you feel ready hun

We are all here for you