I would love to have someone to talk to. I have no support system for myself. When she leaves she fully admits while she is gone what she is doing and tells me she loves this other person and is so cold to me. It can last for weeks or months before she comes back. I always wonder each time if thats it and she wont ever come back. It puts me in a deep depression every time. How do I know if its real when she leaves or the bipolar. Am I her reality or is this other person. I dont know---I feel in my mind I am going crazy myself