((((((((((PC Friends)))))))))))

Thank you so much. It is so good to come here and find support.

dizgirl, I do like the idea of "private" instead of "secret". I am going to think about that.

There is no way I can see T earlier this week I already know he's all booked up (because last week when I was scheduling my appt I wanted to come on a different day I couldn't).

I did just send the. most. pathetic. e-mail to him. I know I won't be in this place forever. But I don't know how I'm going to get OUT of it.

I feel like I'm watching myself drift through the days right now. I started stripping wallpaper to repaint a bathroom and that helped in a way and didn't help in a way (because it is wallpaper my dad hung).

Oh, BLAH. I give up. Just for now.